haven't been doing much lately...it's kind of fixed...tuition on tuesdays and wednesdays, training on fridays and saturdays if nothing crops up... will be shopping with mommy later :) hahas...hopefully get some new skirts, tops and belt :) hahas... i've been slipping into escapism...from 2 people...dunno what to say...i dun wanna face it...i dun wanna think about it or talk to them...just wanna let it pass...away, away into the darkest corners of my memory...but im not sure its what He wants me to do...isit something that He wants me to change after all these years and i have just ignored it??think about it, maybe ya...help me..

GOING FOR MISSION TRIP!!! venue: inner mongolia date: 23rd march to 5th april 1st team meeting: 23rd jan 6 to 7.30 @ singapore polytechnic excitement... Lord, just open up my heart to let You use me and let me experience You!!

a really dumb thing happened yesterday...i couldn't log in to blogger...hahas...my comp supposedly thought that www.blogger.com was some site directed by some virus so i couldn't even see the blogger page...hahas...anyways, yesterday, i "ponned" training...went to watch deathnote with w and went to his house after that to do his puzzle!!!hahas...so fun...a thousand piece puzzle for me to do :) completed quite a bit :) hahas...and i completed one of my christmas presents (one of 2 500-piece piglet puzzles) this morning :) 2 hours...ks... went for cca fair plus land training in the afternoon...impressed by my juniors :) pretty much ba...because they survived today's training :) hahas...i guess it was pretty much the first tough land training they ever got...the first one they got whacked like xiao...i think it did them good, let them be sure of their own limit and how they can actually train really hard without dying :) really proud of them!!!hahas... bought 3 books at 3 bucks each at carrefour...hahas...actually got jodi picoult's the tenth circle too...so super cool...they were having some clearance sale...ok...i admit the books not in super good condition but they ARE readable :) got one sudoku book which we found 5 of and took 3 copies, me, w and ql...hahas...oh ya...the tuition agency finally called me today :) hahas...was so surprised...because i was actually about to contact another one liao...so now i have 2 assignments i guess...one from sz and one from the tuition agency :) ks...off to read my book...

slow me

just went to e canoeists blog...rewatched e video yet again...in chinese, they always say there is no banquet that never parts...how true...it's already 2007, i'm already out of the canoeing team of tpjc...it doesn't feel like it...no more fixed trainings...the times when we knew there was gonna be trainings that would tire us out but we still went, put in everything we've got and reached home all too tired to talk...i don't wanna stop going back... the past few weeks have been packed... 1-3 dec: church camp!!!this was good!!!reconciliated with my brother...did i mention that already??hahas..programs were good too...about communication and trust...there was a talk by xiaohui about communication...then there was a nightwalk where we were all blindfolded and given directions only by huiyi ("e devil") and enoch ("god")...though we may meet obstacles (waterbombs) even when we follow god's voice, we must continue to trust in Him for it is the best plan for us... 7-11 dec: 5 days of fun, laughter and shopping in taiwan...bought 2 tops and a skirt...got to see e funny rocks at yeliu finally :) 13 dec: celebration of sarah and weimin n jacob's birthday...went kbox and got e super huge room...hahas... cant really remember what happened in between eh...i know i registered for driving...24 jan is my btt... 22-29 dec: china...with mommy...made a new friend...hahas...our tourguide...he v nice one...ks...come back 29 dec watch silence till 12+...30 dec was spent stoning at home...31 dec: 2nd service, youth hour meeting, class kboxing, canoeists countdown at clarke quay... 1 jan 2007: sleeping frm 7am to 5pm...then watched more of silence, chapter 11 to 15...left e last episode...back to my dear bed...