HAVOC 2010

definitely a lot of memories in store for me as a logistics officer, being the first female logistics officer and also the first person in HAVOC history ever to "step down" from an ex-officio to a logistics officer. i had the experience i believe few will ever have. i can't say i have had much interaction with the freshies except for the 2 which i talked to on friday as they were in the front of the lorry the entire morning. however, i must say at the same time, that this was the first camp i felt i really talked to some people in camp. i know i always felt the incapacity to talk to people and truly care for them, but in this camp, i can say i've started to overcome that "challenge" of mine. the amount of things i talked to others during camp was repeated to my dear dear for over 2 hours, with a lot of details left out.

on the whole, i learnt 1 most important thing about myself. i do judge people as i see them at that certain point in time from what i see of them. i know some will say this is very narrow-minded. i have come to realise that people do change and things cannot be said for sure of them. today, you may see someone do something you dislike and condemn the person and decide never ever to talk to the person again. but 5-10 years down the road, with more experience gained along the way, the person may mature and even surpass you in maturity. point is, to not judge anyone just as you see them according to the short few days, hours or even minutes. if God did that to us, none of us would end up in heaven.