sighs....

e just past mon to wed was retreat....great retreat we had with loads of break time, shopping over at ntuc, quality time spent planning n also just being alone with Him :) all was great except me being treated like a maid....but it was still fine....wed night was tp bbq....those guys r so inexperienced over bbq....they actually bought maggi mee for bbq can....sighs....haha.... went for trng ytd....took k1....tried to go out to e 250m mark 3 times n failed all times....everytime reach there will cap while trying to turn or just after i turn....sianz...but actually quite glad cos at first while in e nursery area i keep having this feeling tt i'll cap after going one round....its really psychological....after tt we polished e boats (goodness knows why) then we left for bishan for lunch...then hy looked through 2 topics of questions n gave up from being too tired....walked ard bishan n got 2 skirts....haha....went orchard after tt for her to get a present n for more shopping....got a puremilk sleeveless with a row of cute characters at e bottom :) actually was thinking of getting a blossomz polo but they didn't have e correct size for e design i wanted....so nvm....hahas....sneaked into my room without my mom noticing e plastic bags :) maybe she was just too engrossed in her show...haha...she saw e clothes this morning.... mommy's been quite worried recently...over bro....he's playing his life away....parents went to visit him at his workplace (aka a lan shop in thomson)....my bro's actually turning into a wandering soul....he told my parents there was one day he actually slept on e streets....n e way my mom narrated, it sounded like he's an experienced wanderer....lots of prayer needed ba....he threatened to cut my mom with a knife eh....sighs..... y is this entry full of sighs??like im disappointed with so many things in life....