new printer for me!!!hahas

friday: go sch early in the morning to run...then bathe and attend lessons as usual...after that, went training...left training early to go for retreat cum camp...hy was sick so didn't train...mommy fetched me to the camp place...reached there nearing the end of worship...nice place, nice worship there!!!brings back many memories of when we were so young, just trying to cram the lines and lines and lines of bible verses into our little heads so that we don't screw up the entire performance and competition...praise be to Him man...after that was a short talk which was slightly like a lecture...but i was trying hard to listen to His voice...like not as though its just knowledge entering my head...after that we played a game and i got a shock!!!because someone was in my group...was just dying to change group...luckily for me, we were only in that group for that one hour plus game and for supper...but can tell that he still watching out for me...freaky...what to do!!!!shoots...deep shit i am in...it was not only that he was in my group but we were the only ones from our church...sighs...at night, me and hy shared a room!!!with two mattresses each...hahas... saturday: woke up freezing at 6.30am...couldn't stand it...central aircon and i had no blanket...walked out into the non-aircon area...was planning to walk to the toilet at the other end until i realised that someone was just sitting there on the floor at the more open area...got a shock...so just decided to turn back and go back into the room...had a brainwave...to lie on one mattress and use the other to cover myself...however, it was simply too hard...refused to come down around me...in the end i wrapped it around myself like how i usually do with my blanket...hahas...after that turned off my alarm clock at 6.55am...woke up at 8am instead...when breakfast supposed to start at 8am...hahas...so was late for breakfast...after that went to timothy room on level 5 for 3 hours straight of bumache...hahas...its just that i get buttache no matter what i sit on lar...anyways, spent a good personal devotion time...had 15 min for lunch...after that rushed off to sentosa (tourism academy) to have some group games...fortunately or unfortunately, we grouped in our churches...he was inside once again...played a few games and i avoided him as much as possible...played a game of coordination with bro, his gf and cch and two other people from another church...realised that cch's not that patient after all...towards bro...maybe im more patient, or maybe im just learning to be more tolerant towards bro...was super super relieved when we got back to camp as all the enci people had to go off for some birthday celebration of theirs...hahas...finally felt myself...after dinner, we went home...n left his wallet on the bus...wonders if he got it back ready...the stubborn fellow...refuses to go make a police report on his ic...hahas...reached home just slept...just "died" of fatigue... sunday: woke up at 10am!!!so late...hahas...anyways, wore a skirt to church...then stupid jk kept laughing at me...but he was nice enough to comment otherwise online after that so shall forgive him...hahas...had sponsored lunch but it somehow resembled the dinner we had the day before...played lan after that...hahas...picked up a bit of basics...but i poison nova-ed at the wrong time...sorry n...played 3 games!!!accumulating to a total of 5 games of DOTA for me...hehes...after that went home...went eat genki sushi for dinner but i think i still prefer sakae sushi at the end of the day...maybe just more used to it...parents went to courts to claim a 400 bucks voucher...after that, we actually bought a new printer!!!hahas...went online...then stayed up till like 2 plus installing new printer and packing the computer area...also completed gp essay... monday: woke at 6.15am in a shock...didn't hear alarm clock at all...maybe it was just squashed under my head...hahas...picked up s's call then decided i was definitely going to be too late to run...so wore uni and went to school to sleep...today, i broke my own record of sleeping in class today!!!slept during chinese early in the morning, then slept in gp while reading some long article about don't know what...after lunch, i actually slept ONE FULL HOUR in maths tutorial...had a good good sleep...was totally undisturbed...after that actually supposed to study with c but not feeling very right so came home quite early...now feeling better le lar... reflections: been rather contemplative today...maybe seeing him affected me quite a bit...though i may refuse to admit it... have you ever wondered? how does love turn into hate? how do friends become enemies? how lovers become strangers? i have yet to find my own answer. but what i do know is: that it is possible, yet impossible. depending on the people involved; depending on the attitude they carry towards that relationship; depending on how true is the love between; depending on how much fate and affinity they share? if you ever happen to read to this line, i mean, the specific you, please do look for the meaning behind all this, and i hope that you'll learn to forget me. i have tried looking at you once again, in fact, i've tried it for more than once. but i cannot imagine how i ever loved you in the first place maybe it was just not called love. dear friend, i do hope you read this. that we may become friends once more, that we may share the love of Christ, and care for one another truly.