inferiority complex

it is getting to me again...since primary school???since i went to red swastika's 3/9 and learnt that there are so many people better than me and that i am so bad...so lousy...since i went to taonan and came out to be the bottom of the batch...since i went to rgs and realised that the people around me can study less and get better grades than me...since...dunnos... talked to j the other day...thanks for reminding me that the most important thing in life is to get close to Him!!!! :) but sometimes, it's really hard to believe that truth...and even harder to live it out!!!grace, jia you jia you k....just pursue Him alone...it doesn't matter how others look at you, even how you look at yourself doesn't matter...as long as you know and firmly believe that HE LOVES YOU!!!