lost without God

honestly, sometimes, i really feel like leaving...just let me vent here...somehow, every time after i start trusting someone, the person leaves!!!if you can just leave, can i do the same???so many people have come and gone, can i do the same???i guess i have lost the ability to trust...i need to start in God, before i can trust anyone else, because He is the most faithful i can find...but when it comes to Him, i cannot be faithful...i think He's too faithful for me...like i'll cheat Him of His faithfulness...